nothing matters

For my dear mum ,who passed 10 years ago , though it feels like yesterday

under a sky ,I see your face in a cloud,wanting to shout your name out loud,

where are you, why did you leave me?,knowing inside I had to set you free,

Your pain became my pain at the end,you were my hero but most of all my best friend,

I have had to conquer lifes trials alone.I have had to ride through these feelings I own,

how to live how to play the game,how to feel again though its not the same,

last night I saw you in my dream,you told me where youve been,

sometimes I am waiting to meet you there,some times I feel you everywhere,

you are in my heart in every room inside of me,you are just through a wall I cannot see.